so stressed right now because I have to find a ride to the barn for my riding lesson because they just changed my lesson time so now I’m back to where I was last week and I really don’t want to have to ask Nic or Kathleen for a ride because they’ve already been so nice and driven me to my last lesson or to the hospital for the sickle cell test and i just feel like this is really preventing me from enjoying college. nevermind that i have yet to find my niche on campus and i just feel like all of my friends are really getting the “college experience” and I’m just here because I have to be.
Even in the music department I haven’t really had a chance to meet too many people so we’ll see how this week goes. I’m trying to stay optimistic but it’s kind of hard when I feel there’s so much pressure on me getting a ride to the barn. i mean, and I kinda can’t skip because it’s a $1,300 class for the semester but for the first time in my life I’d rather stay on campus then go to my riding lesson.
Basically I miss the simplicity of home and being able to see my dearest regularly. and i really need a car. but then also a license. ugh
on the upside, the In-Step ballroom dance meeting was fun, but I miss dancing with my dearest.